Hi Jacob welcome. There are a couple of us here now 🙂
I have a beer in the fridge that I have been avoiding for days. I know there are two options. I either dump it down the drain right now or I will drink it. It’s the same for your vodka. You either have to get rid of it or you will end up drinking and I know you don’t want to drink it.
I’m going to go dump my beer down the drain right now because I know if I drink it then I will try to get more and things will go bad.
Reading your message helped me realize what I need to do right now for myself so thank you for that even if it wasn’t your intention.